Babes

Entry for April 8, 2005

I just got home today after spending my days off at my partner's house. You see I've been doing this quite constantly for about 5 years now. Whenever it's my day off, I do my best to spend my free time with him. And I am not complaining. I am not complaining at all. Sometimes though it's making me think that he's probably getting tired of the routine because there are just days that he wouldnt be in the mood for no apparent reason. 

I missed my Babes a lot so I decided to bring him his favorite ice cream for pasalubong. When I got there I immediately tried to kiss him, but he moved away saying I stink of cigarette smoke. I didn't insist. Yes, I am a smoker and he hates it. I wish it's that easy to quit so I could make him happy. Tried doing that several times but to no avail.

I practically just watched TV, read Zafra's Twisted 7, made love and ate half of the time while I was there.  It doesn't really sound very special when you look at it but I like it when I'm there. I feel loved, relaxed, and detached from everything else.

Babes treats me well. He knows how to take good care of me and he's doing one helluva job. I know for a fact that I am not a very easy person to please, but everything he does is alright. I guess that's just the way it is when you're in love with someone. You're pleased by his mere presence.

Let me tell you something about him. We met at a valentine party back when he was still 24. I thought things like these only happen in the movies but it happened to me. I was in a crowded club feeling bored while everyone else was partying and suddenly right in front of me, the crowd parted. And there he was... his face radiating giving the whole place a glow and flashing his ever gorgeous smile while talking to his friends. Immediately I thought, I need to know this guy. And I did.

He hasn't changed much since the first time I laid my eyes on him. He's still the most handsome, smartest and sweetest guy I know. There are times that when I wake up in the day and he's just lying right next to me, it sends me to the highest heavens just by looking at his face. Sometimes I even wonder how the hell did I ever get to have this guy for a partner. I mean he could get every single guy he wants, but here he is fast asleep lying on my chest looking content. I'd most definitely love to have every waking moment of my life having him right next to me.